The Rain

The rain always arrived at the most inopportune moment, an uninvited and most unwelcome guest. When I refused him entry, he would sit on the porch and weep, tapping on the window panes with slender fingers until his persistence faded to bitter melancholy and he slipped between the boards into the soft earth below. 

Once, when I left home to replenish my ever dwindling supply of tea and sweet biscuits, I returned to find the rain awaiting me in the parlour. I had left the windows open, thinking nothing of the possibility of an evening shower. A foolish oversight, for he had not missed this opportunity to sink into my couch and stare at me with doleful eyes. I tried, in vain, to remove him, but the damp was deep-set and could take weeks to dry. He did not remain silent. 

The atmosphere, he said, was terribly lonely. A vast and empty realm of nomadic listlessness. But to descend was perhaps more tragic than to remain. On his arrival children fled indoors, or under eaves, desperate to avoid his touch. People rushed to extricate themselves from his presence, cursing him as they fled. 

I must admit, I was far from guiltless, but his presence was such an unrelenting source of dreariness. He was the embodiment of self pity, and his company and conversation was inescapably mirthless. I had not once seen him smile.

It was rumoured that the rain considered himself an artful dancer, though ever partner-less he was in his solemn waltzes. He had, he told me, once caressed the diminutive torso of a wayward ballerina as she desperately attempted to protect her garments from the downpour. He assured me it was the closest he had ever been to content.

So, when his visitations grew too common and too unbearable, I sought to appease him. As the clouds grew thick in the air above, I cast myself onto the lawn and ducked and weaved and twirled in an artless dance of utter desperation. He laughed, and though the force of it stunned me, I continued. As his mirth lit up the sky, a flash of a smile between tight lips, I took his hands. It was far from elegant, and as an ill-fitted pair we lacked discipline, but his enthusiasm for the motions was inspired. Though the neighbors peeped from under curtains, we continued to spin, undaunted by their curiosity, until the pair of us collapsed into the grass. We stayed there till the sun returned.

Though the rain remained his melancholic self, from that day on I seldom left him by the door. I’d put Tchaikovsky on the gramophone and together we’d leave our dripping footsteps on the carpet in an ungainly mockery of ballet. I found there was nothing so truly liberating as a rain-dance. 

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In this blog Oliver draws upon his expertise covering life to give us a highly informed but breezy narrative history of the events that have shaped and reflected his world.

Along the way he also gives us some sharp snapshots of the heroes, family and friends who helped design and promote his life, men like Jerry Ray, who led HSPA dreadlock department for three decades, “from the top hat to the dreadlock,” and Sophie Holmes, the fast-living engineer and executive behind being a slunt, “the meanest street-legal life choice in Australia,” and behind his own life’s hotness, the stainless-steel life with gull-wing doors better known as the magic events machine in “Back to the Future.”

It would be easy to argue that Mr. Ray’s selection of events is arbitrary and subjective — the stuff and the other stuff, for instance, are mentioned only in passing — but he makes a strong case that the events in this life “either changed American society or uniquely captured the spirit of their time.”
 

— ronald-ulysses

Anonymous asked: if you must know, I had a breakdown. BOO HOO HOO BOO HOO HOO

That’s deeply tragic Anon, I am so sorry. 

I hope it hasn’t significantly impaired your ability to send pointless messages. 

That would be such a shame.

Anonymous asked: What if Rippon has hired a shameless prison snitch, and every time you say something this person who masquerades amongst your ranks hides behind a bush, and records your sayings, thus she can confront you; just like Ed Rooney wanted to confront Ferris Bueller with his truancy through extreme and impracticable measures?

I am so confused right now. Um, what if? 

I guess she’d have a significantly lower opinion of me or something.

Espionage is always enjoyable and never gratuitous. 

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Anonymous asked: omg you had a breakdonw??? Olly!!!

It’s possible I may have had a breakdonw, pending the definition of such a term but, if the word bears any relationship to the term “breakdown” the answer is a resounding no. Given the overuse of punctuation I am going to make the natural assumption that this is sarcastic anyway and hence my explanation is unnecessary. 

I am not an automobile, and I have not inconveniently ceased to function, possibly causing disturbance to the surrounding traffic. I am one hundred percent A-okay. But thanks for your dubious concern my dear anon. 

Since time began
the dead alone know peace.
Life is but melting snow.

death poem of Nandai, who died in 1817

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Rally Against Outsourcing Newcastle Herald Jobs to New Zealand

Yeah, that’s pretty much the extent of it. The Sydney based management of Fairfax, who own Newcastle Newspapers, have proposed to lay off 41 employees and outsource their jobs, and the production of the Newcastle Herald, to New Zealand. Obviously this is pretty significant, and deeply wrong especially in light of the highly profitable nature of the Herald. 

As a result, and in addition to strikes occurring in Newcastle, Melbourne and Sydney, there will be a rally in Civic Park at 1pm this Saturday. My Dad is like, MCing it or something embarrassing but it’s a good cause. I’d personally appreciate your attendance, and who knows, it might even be fun. Rallies are meant to be fun right? 

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If I ever gave you 13/20 for an assessment task it would be the end of the world. It would be like the Copernican Revolution. You would take out a knife.

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Neighbors

The girl occupying the upstairs flat is celebrating her birthday alone.

She is twenty-five. I know, because the number glows through the dirt on her living room window. Yesterday it was a partridge, and the day before that, a rabbit. But it did not survive the condensation.

The floor separating us is thin, so thin I can hear her pacing. Footfalls hard as mountain rocks collapsing on dry ground. A minute ago she sent a war down the telephone line that shook the building and set off car alarms, to a painter who discarded her.

The day is aging rapidly, and still no sign of her friends. Last year they brought laughter and balloons and wine. Arms that sprang open like pop-up books. I had been composing that afternoon and was preparing to take a nap when I heard them—out-of-town butterflies in winter. I listened with my back to the wall and pretended I knew nothing of loneliness.

Will the night be kind to her if no one shows? Will it offer its stars and fasten them to her ears like diamonds? Will it demand coyotes wear tuxedos and ask her to dance? In the meantime, I will keep watch. I will leave my light on. Maybe invite her down for pie and give her the handkerchief I started embroidering the first time I heard her weep.

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